there is no fear in love...


dark.

i knew then why i must never trust you, the words fell from the corners of your mouth…sticky and sweet, keeping me prisoner in my own skin just steps away from your face. i’d been close to danger before, i’ve looked it up and down, straight in the eyes. but this time, this time i could taste it, the smell made itself one with my skin and as i tried to speak only your intentions revealed themselves, disguised in my voice. it was almost as if you put your own thoughts in between the folds of my mind and i was feeding them right back to you…

you were always so convincing..

the next motions felt forced, not natural as they should have been…my fingers clenched between the creases in your hand as your feet led me in a direction i was nowhere ready to follow, a step into a darkness id never seen before…i could feel it when i closed my eyes, taste it creeping between my lips, if darkness had a voice it would have been yours, possessing…debilitating.

..paralyzing.

your victory was selfish, my defeat was more than i could handle…
the sun never hit my skin quite the same, the colors became a bit more dull and my taste buds began to work against eachother…in one quick moment my entire world was turned upside down…

and your darkness was possessing, debilitating…paralyzing.

— 1 year ago